Saturday, October 16, 2010

Dark thoughts

Today I heard a piece of news: a friend of a friend has just died of brain tumor. I don't know this guy, he's a wedding photographer, and since he has a blog, he has gained many friends and fans. The last entry in his blog was sometime in September, barely a month before his passing.

The second last entry was about his friend who recently died of cancer.

Innalillah.

I always have this thought that I will die of some kind of cancerous disease. Since I do have an illness, I always have this dark feeling that it's just a matter of time until the doctor tells me of a worse diagnosis. Is it wrong to have such thought? I don't know.

May Allah give me time to do good deeds before my time is up. InshaAllah.

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